When He opens the door and we meet for the first time i am shaking so badly i can barely hold the clothes i just collected from the the dry-cleaners. For a split second i freeze. i can barely look Him in the eyes, and all i can hear is my heart pounding. Just a split second that feels like an eternity. Then He smiles and says hey and we fall into a hug- where He laughs because i am shaking so badly and all i can do is giggle. i did manage to say hi before i start giggling and that has to count for something right? lol He helps me bring my stuff into the hotel and He and i and my friend go to get something to eat. When Sir and i return to the hotel the moment before He opens the door i let out a nervous giggle. We had often talked about the time when we would return to the hotel and the anticipation that it may bring. Yes, i was very nervous and excited. The first thing Sir has me do is strip and display. What follows after that i could write forever on so i will break it down. We open "The Box" , Sir tries the coffee sticks (holding a stick against my breast, pulling it back and snapping it down) and they feel pretty good. We pull out the nipple clamps, (when Sir put them on me, i was pretty nervous about moving and taking them off hurt a little-but i still want to try them again. The Harley!! (it's a Hatachi massage/vibrator) The thing i 
hate to love lol. When Sir used that on me, oh. my. god. i couldn't think, if Sir had asked me what 2 plus 2 was i am pretty sure all He would have gotten was ahhhhhhh. lol That thing is a monster... it hits so many spots at the same time all i could do was feel. Ok, enough of that i suppose. lol Sir also used the flogger but only for a very brief amount of time because it echoed in the room really badly. He says on our next visit He will use it much more, but i liked what i felt and am anxious to try it again. Now comes the really intense part. Sir tied me to a chair, (arms, legs and torso). my panic button was being pushed, bad. my heart was pounding and i was trying so hard to calm down. Sir kept talking to me while He tied me up, He became my grounding, my focus, and He was the strength i needed so badly. my submission is what kept me still so He could do what He desired, but Sir is the reason why i was able to let go of my control and give it to Him. When i let my submission wash over me, and surrendered myself to Him, He helped me fly. i liked pulling on the rope, i loved the feel of the rope on my skin, everything was erotic, and all i wanted to do was submit and surrender more and more. i once wrote to Sir, "and every time You bind me, You also set me free". How true that statement really is.
hate to love lol. When Sir used that on me, oh. my. god. i couldn't think, if Sir had asked me what 2 plus 2 was i am pretty sure all He would have gotten was ahhhhhhh. lol That thing is a monster... it hits so many spots at the same time all i could do was feel. Ok, enough of that i suppose. lol Sir also used the flogger but only for a very brief amount of time because it echoed in the room really badly. He says on our next visit He will use it much more, but i liked what i felt and am anxious to try it again. Now comes the really intense part. Sir tied me to a chair, (arms, legs and torso). my panic button was being pushed, bad. my heart was pounding and i was trying so hard to calm down. Sir kept talking to me while He tied me up, He became my grounding, my focus, and He was the strength i needed so badly. my submission is what kept me still so He could do what He desired, but Sir is the reason why i was able to let go of my control and give it to Him. When i let my submission wash over me, and surrendered myself to Him, He helped me fly. i liked pulling on the rope, i loved the feel of the rope on my skin, everything was erotic, and all i wanted to do was submit and surrender more and more. i once wrote to Sir, "and every time You bind me, You also set me free". How true that statement really is.
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