Firsts::Golden Showers Revisited

This visit, Sir and i went further into the exploration of golden showers. It had been quite a while since Sir was able to do that and in the time i had not seen Sir i had come to realize how much something like that touches my submission. The first time (during this visit) Sir had me kneel in the shower for Him to pee on me i was a bit nervous....well nervous mixed with anticipation really. Sometimes when Sir does something it takes up to a couple of days for it to fully sink in. This is up to and including either the fact that it happened or the importance of what happened. i am not sure why, maybe because it has been so long since i had seen Sir, a lot of things seemed new in some ways. This is a good example of that phenomenon. Although it had happened before, just kneeling in the shower as Sir instructed was an experience in itself. Before He even unzipped His pants i was slightly trembling on the inside and i could not help but to look into His eyes. i am not sure what He saw there but i remember Him smiling down at me. As He started to pee on me, He aimed mainly for my breasts as He has done in the past, although He moved the stream upwards and i was hit with a thought. i was thinking that part of me wanted to open my mouth but for some reason my mouth wouldn't open.... one of those cases when my body didn't obey my brain. As He finished a few droplets were on my upper lip and my curiosity grew and i opened my mouth and licked my upper lip. my first thought was that it didn't taste as i thought it would. i could probably attribute this to Sir having a very healthy diet, something i think i am grateful for. lol After all was said and done i looked into Sir's eyes and i had the urge to slip into pos.6. The depth of submission and humbleness i was feeling at that time was astounding. The second time Sir had me kneel in the shower i was a bit more mentally prepared for everything to happen. This time though, i opened my mouth...not much but enough i think, for Sir to effectively pee into my mouth. i didn't swallow...i don't think i was quite ready for that, so i just gently pushed it out of my mouth a couple of times. Same feeling of submission, but this time Sir took His thumb, ran it over my lips and into my mouth. Okay, no shame and no fear.....that, for me, not only tapped even further into my submission it was also incredibly erotic. Sir's hands on my body period arouses me but knowing that His urine was on His thumb rubbing my lips and into my mouth combined with that incredible depth of submission sent chills down my spine. Sir says that He wants to move forward with golden showers and i must admit that i am excited and eager to do so with Him. This is one of those times when i look back at myself and can see how my perceptions have changed and how not only i am doing things i never thought i would do in my entire life, but that i enjoy it very much. Incredible isn't it?