Tears

They are there, that feeling, that depth,
just waiting, heart pounding
i want to give it but i can never seem to hold on to it
i am crying on the inside, but i can't set it free
You feel it in my voice,
that longing to let go, to lose control
i want to cry, not because it hurts,
but because this is the depth of my submission
i want to show this to You,
i want You to hear and see and feel
but i do not have the power to set them free
please, please help me set them free
i do not understand what is holding me from showing You
but i hate it, i feel like i am bound within myself
please, push me past the edge
past everything i have ever known
take my submission, my trust, my surrender
and use it for Your will
bind me to Your purpose
please understand this is what i truly want
i desire nothing more
i will surrender to You, my entire being,
so that You will have the power to do what i cannot
to make me fly
to set me free
to help me cry